Questions of Confusion

If I can remember your name, then who am I?
If I can't speak, then what do I say?
If I can't see, where do I go?
If I can't hear, then how do I listen
If your not there, then who is next to me?

Who am I?
If I repeat, will I remember what I said?
How do I tell what is real anymore?
If I am not insane, then why am I locked up?
If I am not sick, then why am I having treatment?
If I am not 'myself' then who I am really?
If I am not locked in, then why is the door locked?
Why are there no windows in this room?
If I am not a prisoner, then why do I have people watching me?
If am a person then why do I have a number?
Why do I wear the same clothes as everyone else?
Why is there no colour in this place that I am in?
Who am I really?
Where I am really?